Fear

Another bad poem

I’m not scared at all
There is fear and I allow it
I feel scared but it's not who I am

I love fear because it makes me feel alive
I welcome the anxiety
because the anticipation 
feels like excitement
in my fingertips

My tingling nerves 
make me
widen my eyes

The light comes in differently
Time slows down
I see more detail

There are so many things 
happening at once
in a fluid dance.
I sit and watch them, waiting
but there is nothing that needs to be done

I'm so grateful
for this beautiful body